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Jan. 7th, 2008

Most of you already know that my boyfried told me around Christmas time that we should take a break in our relationship.

It was really weird, altho I somehow saw it coming. My feeling said there was something wrong.

He called me just now. Talked about how we were doing and stuff. And then he started how I felt about this whole situation. And then we started talking about how we saw eachother..Like I mean do we see eachother as just friends or more then that.  And he said he didnt really know and I dont really know either.
And  then we both started crying ;__; because he told me Im his best friend. and he is afraif I will totally disappear out of his life if he really break up. And I told him I wasnt going to, because I know he doesnt have a lot of people who care for him.
It was really hard. I told him I will always be there for him even if were not in a realtionship. And I really mean it. I wanna stay friends if the relationship doesnt work.
I love him and he loves me, but sometimes relationships dont work and are we better of as friends. We dont know yet. We will see.
We will always stay friends no mather what.

We decided to do more things for ourselves and just build things up slowly again. Like he is going to Austrich to snowbord with a friend he met in fitness.

Anyway Friday we will go to the movies and then I will just go home. Normally I would go to his place and stay there for the weekend. It will be ok.

Somehow my hands cant stop shaking O_o Its so weird.


Ow and tomorrow I have a job interview at de Groene Passage. Which is a healthstore. So hopefully everything will go ok there too.

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sppfd
Jan. 7th, 2008 11:43 pm (UTC)
Heej! je red het wel! :D
you both proved it that you both wannabe friends!
so FIGHTING! :)
cilica
Jan. 8th, 2008 07:44 pm (UTC)
Dank je wel! ^^
Ja komt wel goed!
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